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VooDooXII
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Name: Rahul...
Birthday: 4/16/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Music, Schecter Guitars, Cars, Drawing, Art, Snowboarding, Mountain Biking, Choppers...all sorts of things really...
Expertise: Guitars, Music, Drawing...and other things of course...
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  VooDooXII
Yahoo:  aldairion2002
Member Since:
3/4/2004
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| I like keeping this thing because I like looking back on how I've changed.
Wow...I was such a creeper.
Sorry guys.
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| This place is pretty much is being laid to rest...
We'll say it's in a coma...so there's no point in checking it for a while.
For those that still care...
http://www.myspace.com/voodooxii
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| - Lucky You So I talked to Taylor and she made me feel really stupid about what I wrote in my last entry...so ignore it. She is the awesome...
Want to know a great way to make new friends? Rear-end their cars...haha. A couple weeks ago...last last Wednesday I think, I ran into this girl's Bonneville. I was kinda looking off to the side and I didn't realize that my car was still slowly rolling forward. I heard a little thud as my car suddenly jerked to a stop. So obviously...the first thing that goes through my mind and out of my mouth is "Oh fuck!" That's the first collision I've ever been involved in, but luckily...neither of are cars were hurt. I mean I've been told that I'm a good, careful driver but ironically enough, it was my fault this time. Oh well, the girl...Chrissy is her name...was pretty cool about it. I don't know if it was just because she knew Chris who was riding with me, or because she didn't want to hold up the other kids that were dying to get out of the parking lot. Either way, it was fine. More people need to take it that way in situations like that. I've seen people go nuts over nothing. She just asked for my number (Hey...heh) just in case, and we were off. Now we randomly wave to each other in the parking lot or in the halls. People just keep giving me shit saying "Hey, don't hit her again!" I should talk to her more...Chrissy seems pretty cool...for various reasons.
My head hurts...so I'm going to be off now. | | |
| - Processed
I don't like the way I've been feeling since this weekend. I don't know what it is...but it's not exactly pleasant.
I did finish a great book though...it's called "I am the Messenger" by
Markus Zusak. I'm not going to tell you about it...go read it. Trust
me...it's great. It's 357 pages and if I finished it in three
days...that's saying something.
Well...back to that. It's kind of an empty feeling...and I don't know
how it came about. It might be the whole relationship issue that I go
through on here periodically, but I think there's more to it than that.
I guess I feel like I've missed out on a lot and I'm only realizing
that now because high school is wrapping up for me.
I feel kinda useless now. Lakeview fucked me over with my grades...I
didn't like it there because of that. There isn't much I can change
about that now...unless I want to repeat high school. No use in that. I
see all these other kids doing great in school and partying every
weekend...yes...the same people...and I don't understand how they
manage it. I wonder what they go through every day. This might be
it...I've Americanized myself because I was born here but I'm still in
an Indian household. I get the shit ends of both sticks...so it's not
working out for the best. I refuse to become a deadbeat though...so at
least I've got motivation.
As far as relationships go...it's nothing I haven't cried about before.
It comes down to this. I've had one incredibly amazing girlfriend who
ended it based on very mature judgement. Then...on the flip...I had one
infatuation that only became a relationship for namesake...because of
very immature judgement. Not that she's a bad person...I was just
stupid to not take more into consideration. Now I've got this feeling
like I can only go wrong...but I keep telling myself that it's dumb to
think that way. I mean...you live and learn right? I don't know if
there's much out there for me anymore...as I see it. I think it's too
late. Everyone I've had an eye for seems to have moved on and found
their partner. There's still someone...as I've said before...that I've
gone nuts for again. I really would like to see how she feels first.
Doesn't help that I haven't seen her in an offensively long time
but...I can fix that.
Well...it's not depression so keep your Zoloft. I think I'll be fine but until then...thanks everyone. | | |
| - You Give Love a Bad Name
It is really too funny observing what the straight-up truth will do to
people. Maybe it's because people aren't used to getting that all the
time...but whatever. It feels good to be absolutely straightforward
with everyone.
My toes are cold...
Waking up is scary for me sometimes. My left arm always gets its
circulation cut off for some reason, and when I wake up...I have no
feeling in it at all. However...I can feel it with my other hand so I
always get this impression that someone else is in my bed.
My hair's starting to get longish again...and when I say long, I just
mean that it's past my eyebrows in the front. What do you think? Leave
it...cut it...? Either one would work...
Ginger tea is amazing...good for a cough too...not that I have a cough...I just enjoy it.
I changed my mind...I'm not going to that Sadie Hawkins dance. It was supposed to be all seniors anyway.
Why I'm writing this...I don't know...this is probably the first entry that came out of true boredom.
I should call Kelly...it's been a while since I've 'spoken' to her.
Bye.
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